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assalamualaikum

so nak mule macam mane ? bismillah ..



As satu Malaysia tahu,result SPM keluar harini . and my result ? it wasnt as what i targetted for myself .I was dissapointed.frustrated . Mama came to pick me up and go to school .Sampai2 je ,aku tngok dah ramai dah keluar dewan ,ade yang menangis bagai .bile masuk ,automatik aku nampak meja untuk 5 Gamma beserta dengan ustazah kami yang terchenta .Aku tengok sekeliling.It was crowded .Then i learnt that quite number of my clasmates yang dah ambil result and everyone was like crying ,muke hopeless and stuf .then nah ,i saw my guy and like a boss, aku suruh dia ambik result die dulu . And proud of him , i think his result was good :)

Bile time result aku ,aku tk percaye . Aku tak sangka its my slip . Bergusti aku taknakbagi mamat tu engok slip aku .I rushed out the hall.all the plan of walking out the school together vanished.but im still hold on my tears.belum rase sebak lagi .then i met Epul luar hall,he was asking me and i started to cry .I saw he looking at me but i cant help to just walk away.

Sampai luar,my mum waited for me .Her face expression ,she was expecting of course .And without any notice,i cried in her arms.badly. She held my hands in the car and i started to sobbing.Again . Macam2 perasaan ade time tuh .

First of all , ive worked hard.but maybe its still not enough .Maybe there's something lacked in any hard work im doing . Allah knows the best for me. Second , i knew my parents felt a bit dissapointed with me .seriously they must be . Rase sedih sangat.berulang kali aku minta maaf sebab tak dapat bagi apa yang mereka harapkan .Its tearing me apart seriously

Thank God , aku dikelilingi dengan kawan2 yang sangat memahami dan sangat comforting . I love you guys.and not forgetting that pengarang jantung of mine . Dua tiga kali dia call ,im sure just to make sure im okay .Thanks a lot !

Mungkin ini yang terbaik .he was right .Rezeki orang lain2.tak semua sama . Ive never felt this kind of dissapointment when dealing with UPSR and PMR before.this had taught me a lesson to feel the failure in other to face the success .Im grateful for that.alhamdulillah . Mungkin ade rezeki aku lain hari.Stay postive and paling penting bersangka baik dengan Allah.

Apart of everything,lepas menghadapNya , aku rasa tenang ,rasa redha .aku minta supaya dilapangkan hati mak ayah aku tapi aku tahu they faced it well.insyAllah

As for what comes after this, judging from my result with English looks the most outstanding , Im gonna go with TeSl ,insyaAllah.since English has been my passion .


To 2011 spm leavers yang dapat result cemerlang , i wish you nothing more than a big congratulations .May future is bright with you guys

To juniors , pentingnya study from the very beginning because from root comes the tree is it ? Study well and jangan buat last minute.need to admit ,i was a bit like that so deserved la kan ? SPM is a beginning of a real life but like i said , its a self satisfaction we looking for sebab nak tunjuk result cemerlang ? berapa ramai orang ade tu but self satisfaction always the best gift you can ever get .


Oh yes ,my result nuff said with only 3A's and no gagal .. Alhamdulillah :)