assalamualaikum
So i was hanging out with my lovey dovey best friends today at MCD ,the most strategic place ever for a sudden gathering plan .its a two-in-one meeting well its three of course.because i hanged out with my classmates,my best friends were there too and Encik Pelik was there too.so it was enjoyable.talking about lots of stuffs,and i mean it by LOTS . been able to laugh with them , i should be grateful for what i have
Talking about grateful ,Being grateful is not about having a pretty face, a tremendous wealth .its about appreaciating whats around us and happy with it .
i am grateful .why ? Not gonna talk about what i have,i mean a great families,loving friends and an understanding "someone" , but what happened to me these years.
i dont remember my age at that time ,but frankly speaking , my hips was damagely burnt by hot soup my mum accidentally poured on me.well its not her fault.the soup was in the plastic and not in the bowl and my mum hit her elbow at the table and i got the bad .the scars was big and i remembered my dad carried me to the clinic and i spent a week wearing shorts . Well not to mention the scars fade away comepletely only after 4 years :o
And another thing that happened to me when i was roughly 7 i guess.if u wanna know ,considering that incident , i dont think i still have this face. you know the usual rocky path you walk everyday ? i scratched my face literally with that rocky street and hurt my left side faced badly.i can hardly opened my left eyes and my mum even asked me to not look into myself in the mirror.afraid that i might be suprised.Even my dad said to me, if the scars wouldnt fade,he would set a plastic surgery for me.So that i can feel well and confident again .Kasih ayah :')
but up till now i still dont have the image of my face at that time .Well its better maybe.People wouldnt easily believe this because judging from the story and my current condition,its seems nothing.but its a fact.Alhamdulillah i am grateful.
Well the thing that really turns me into a better person and be grateful and completely thanks Allah up till now is of course the 2006 incident.when i was diagnosed with a 24cm tumor inside my tummy .near the ovary specifically. i was 12 and they said it was the biggest major operation in Ampang Puteri for the past 2 years . People would ask ,why am i grateful for being that sick ? Well when we are sick,we should be grateful.Allah kifarahkan dosa kita . Well another point that made me really grateful is that if im late a day going to the hospital ,the tumor might bursted and cause cancer.Well the doctor was saying that i might be in cancer stage 1 but Alhamdulillah after the operation and after a 5 years medical check up ,im fine just with me living with only an ovary with me right now.i am thankful .Seriously bersyukur sangat alhamdulillah.Allah sayangkan aku lagi.
So a way to become grateful is to appreciate what we have and most importantly,never compare ourselves with people that higher than us.you guys are brilliant.should know in what terms of "higher" am i saying . Compare ourselves with those who are needy.compare the way you are eating and wasting your meal everyday ,Compare the way a 10 cent coin is like a treasure to them when we are see it as it has no value,compare the clothes they are wearing with ours , That way you will be grateful.im hundred percents sure.insyaAllah.ayah always said that
so long ..ppyong !
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